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23 April 2007 @ 12:31 pm
i'm all wound up and don't know why. I feel like there's a foot about to fall and i'm not sure where it's gonna come from. i've been clumsier than i should be today, i've banged up my legs pretty good and haven't even made it to work. i did okay on my test, little higher b than i got last time, so not too bad. its like everything is getting closer and closer together, and i can't breathe and i'm not even sure what's getting closer together, it's just so tight it's taking all the air out. lack of sleep? nah, plenty, on top of things? fuck yeah, i just have finals to study for and two tiny tests and a paper and i swear it feels like i'm in those few seconds before a crash, those seconds where you see everything in slow motion smashing together with all the pieces flying off at random tangents... that moment, where you're hanging on and bracing for impact and you know absolutely that no matter how good you brace you will still be tossed like a rag doll.
i have no clue what's wrong, and no idea how to fix it.
i'll just sit here and shake before class and hope that i don't screw up too badly at work.
Current Location: Library... it's cold here
Current Music: Return to me October Project
moffejmoffej on April 23rd, 2007 06:55 pm (UTC)
Good luck on all your tests, and I'll see you soon.