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13 April 2007 @ 04:43 am
too damn early  
Thought is only a flash between two long nights, but this flash is everything. - henri poincare. So its not even five and i'm up after strange dreams. Dreams of a party i didn't want to go to and a friend making a drunken scene. i watched as he came in picked up the game everyone was playing and proceeded to explain to them how to play properly, until they all left the room and i was left to tell them why.
i don't like confrontations, i don't like standing up to people. it's probably why i'm the ideal person to do it. i don't like standing up for myself most times, and i do it terribly. i whine alot. i'm selfish. i'm kinda a baby. i prefer the straight and easy tack to effort. yeah.that's me. the poster child for what... nothing i suppose. i'm too tired to be anything at the moment. and it's almost 5 am.